i kinda blew up in my previous post. but maybe because i was too mad. i do not like being called stupid or worthless etc. i may look like i don't care but a tiny part in me still dies. you should now how insecure i am. how afraid i am. i don't like being not enough.

but in conclusion

i decided to just stay. i love my job. and i won't let my feelings overwhelm me. i won't let 2 insignificant people ruin my life. i'll just continue being nice and act like i don't care. yup.

now lets forget about this shit.
and admire how adorable gongchan is.

i crey bc of b1a4 everyday {★}