Is it really bad that I was born and raised in a well-fed family? Is it really THAT BAD? Now all you people do is critisize me for the way I dress, critisize me for the way I act, and critisize the way I AM. Haven't I done enough to gain your trust? Now I hate myself for being born.

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

So you guys should STFU. He loves me just as I am and I love him just as he is. Your argument is invalid. Fuq off.

And now I have to deal with the dreaded exam results ugh. I passed all of my Science subjects (Biology, Physics, and Chemistry) but my scores are in between 50-60. I told my parents how tuition did help me since I usually fail Chemistry/Physics but they're not satisfied tho. I think I'm aiming to high. Y'know?

Lets renew my aims, shall we?

Bahasa Malaysia -- A
English -- A+
Mathematics -- A+
Additional Mathematics -- A
Biology -- A
Physics -- A-
Chemistry -- A-
Pendidikan Islam -- A+
Sejarah -- A

These are just AIMS for my SPM. InsyaAllah I will try my best. I shouldn't push myself, right? I'll try to be the best student and daughter. Wish me luck. Trials are closing in. X

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Labels: Irrelevant stuff, Life issues, School, SPM

Let's finish this before 12.00 a.m and I might kill myself today. Lol just kidding. So many things are happening at once and I think I may have a seizure or some kind by the end of they day.

Well anyway, what fave song? ._. what album? ._. If you're talking about the movie OSTs then I would pick Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift. Pi search dekat Youtube kalau tak pernah dengar lagi ._. lagu tu sesuai gila part Rue mati kena cucuk tu uuuuu sedih gila part tu memang saya meleleh air mata habis ah. Hahahahahhahaah. Ok done. Malas nak masukkan gifs or whatever.

Now to continue my hopeless rant. Saya rasa saya dah gila. Saya jarang senyum /mak kata/, saya dah mula makan sayur /semua orang kata -.-/ and saya STUDY. I never study unless told to. I'm under major stress so please excuse how I act hahahahahah. Ok bye nak continue makan burger. Adios. Assalamualaikum.

Labels: Challenges, Life issues, Stress, THG

1) I'll go shopping and pay using trees. 'Cos money is made out of paper. And paper is made out of trees. So cashier you better accept my tree or die of air pollution. K excuse my randomness ._.

2) I'M DYING TO MAKE A GIF IMAGE OF B1A4'S NEW MV BUT MY PHOTOSHOP WON'T WORK.  LIFE PARTIALLY RUINED.

3) Poncho-wearing Gongchan is hella cute. Seeing him wear a poncho makes me want to wear my mum's poncho and dance to Baby Good Night. Lol. Btw watching their MV in 1080p rocks.

4) I'm freaking embarrassed. This is out of the blue, but I just realized we both come from different...backgrounds. And that's why. Still wondering whether they will accept me or not. (And when I say different backgrounds... I really mean DIFFERENT backgrounds. Waaaaaaay different). My family is never picky with the person I choose to make friends with, but when things go out of hand, believe me....they will intervene. And that's when World War 3 happens. Followed by Ombak Rindu kedua...ketiga.... drama gila haih.

5) ANYBODY HEARD THE QUACK WHEN SANDEUL BUMPED JINYOUNG WITH HIS BUTT HAHAHAHAHA LOL. Cute. I'm still ranting about their new MV.....sorry.

6) I'm still an embarrassment to everybody.

Labels: B1A4, Life issues, Random Rant