Screw everything.
Thursday, June 14, 2012

Is it really bad that I was born and raised in a well-fed family? Is it really THAT BAD? Now all you people do is critisize me for the way I dress, critisize me for the way I act, and critisize the way I AM. Haven't I done enough to gain your trust? Now I hate myself for being born.
Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
So you guys should STFU. He loves me just as I am and I love him just as he is. Your argument is invalid. Fuq off.

And now I have to deal with the dreaded exam results ugh. I passed all of my Science subjects (Biology, Physics, and Chemistry) but my scores are in between 50-60. I told my parents how tuition did help me since I usually fail Chemistry/Physics but they're not satisfied tho. I think I'm aiming to high. Y'know?

Lets renew my aims, shall we?
Bahasa Malaysia -- A
English -- A+
Mathematics -- A+
Additional Mathematics -- A
Biology -- A
Physics -- A-
Chemistry -- A-
Pendidikan Islam -- A+
Sejarah -- A
These are just AIMS for my SPM. InsyaAllah I will try my best. I shouldn't push myself, right? I'll try to be the best student and daughter. Wish me luck. Trials are closing in. X

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Eh maaflah ( _ _ )"
Thursday, December 22, 2011

Patik mintak ampun sebab semalam tak update fanfic. Let me jelaskan why okay *rojak siaa*. Saya dah kembali ke pangkuan tanah airku! Isk isk. Rindu betul dengan rumah, pagi tadi dah riuh dah sebab adik pecahkan hiasan ikan but takpe rasa macam 'Kalau lepasni aku pi luaq negara lagi kang tak dapat rasa kenangan-kenangan ni semua'. Eh biarlah saya sentimental, saya tengah gembira ni *kesat hingus*

Sebenarnya ada lah rasa sedih tinggalkan Australia. Rasa tak puas jalan-jalan. Banyak lagi tempat nak pergi tapi tak sempat. But I miss Malaysia more. Bak kata orang 'Hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri....' Ok mak kata ada sambungan peribahasa tu tapi saya taktahu. Sampai sekarang saya masih tidak paham peribahasa tu sebab saya taktau sambungan dia -.-'

Btw, semalam Aiman datang KLIA nak jumpa saya. Tapi saya cari dia, dia takda. Bila dah masuk kereta and nak balik rumah tu baru nampak dia dekat pintu masuk bahagian arrival. Eh sedih :( Takpelah, Jumaat nanti kitorang jumpa sebab kena pergi sekolah. Haha. Terima kasih mah dear sebab sanggup datang jauh-jauh semata-mata nak jumpa saya :*
P/S : Tahniah kepada mereka yang dapat 8A dalam PMR ^^ Yang tak dapat, tak pe lah bukan rezeki korang.. SPM ada lagi! Caiyok!

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tahun depan SPM lah, budak.
Sunday, November 20, 2011

SPM. Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia. Seksa Pelajar Malaysia. Haha. Bunyi nya seram beno. Lagi seram dari pada UPSR. Lagi seram daripada PMR. Penentu segala hala tuju. Es Pi Em. Selama ne saya tak serious sangat pasal pelajaran. But bila terpikiq SPM, seram sejuk siot. 

Time amek keputusan UPSR and PMR, setitik ait mata pun tak turun. Kenyit-kenyit la macam mana pun, takde. Orang kata takde perasaan dak neh. But UPSR tu macam cucu PMR tu macam anak. SPM tu bapak segala peperiksaan. STPM pulak moyang eheh. Boleh pulak kan -_- 

InsyaAllah 10A untuk SPM. Fighting!

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