"Why did you grow up?" - ep 1
Sunday, January 29, 2012

Yes I have SPM. No I don't think this is going to bother anything. I know what I'm doing. InsyaAllah this is going to... improve my language. Amin. Btw tolong inform eh kalau ada kesalahan ejaan o' apa-apa. Tq ._.
“Channie... it’s freezing,” says Nadia with 3 blankets over her. She takes the thermos at the kitchen counter and pours two cups of hot chocolate. She hands one to Gongchan and drinks it.

“Ah... best hot chocolate ever,” praises Gongchan. Nadia snuggles herself close to Gongchan. It was a stormy night. The temperature was almost in negative. Suddenly someone knocked the door.

“Ah, who could that be?” asks Nadia.

“I’ll go look,” Gongchan says *bravely*. He walks to the door and turns the lock. He took a peek and quickly swung the door open after seeing who it was. “Nadia, get a towel! It’s Cheonsa!” he shouts. Nadia almost choked on her drink. She put down her cup down and hurriedly ran to the laundry room to get a towel for daughter.

“And Nadia, make that two!” shouts Gongchan, again.

“Two? For whom? Is Chin Ho here too?” thought Nadia.

- - - - - -

“Sit here, your mother’s searching for a towel. You’re soaking wet!” muttered Gongchan as he turned up the temperature at the heater. Cheonsa was shivering. Nadia came and saw Cheonsa, cradling something inside a blanket. She came closer and saw that it was a baby!

“Um.. here you go... dear. Who’s baby is that?” asks Nadia as she hands the towels to her daughter. She felt uneasy. “The baby’s hers, dear,” says Gongchan. Nadia couldn’t believe her ears. She almost fell to the ground but Gongchan took hold of her.

Cheonsa took a deep breath and said, “Yeah ma, she’s mine.”

- - - - - - 

“Cheonsa, you’re only 20! God, WHY?!” shouts Nadia. She feels frustrated after hearing Cheonsa’s story of being pregnant all this time and not telling her and Gongchan. “What about your studies??” Nadia storms to her room. Cheonsa looks to the floor. She wrapped her daughter with a warm, dry blanket.

Gongchan sits beside Cheonsa. “So, what’s her name?” he asks.
“Jessica.. James named her after his grandmother,” answered Cheonsa, weakly.
“James?”
“Yah, James. He’s my fiancé. Well, WAS my fiancé. He proposed after I gave birth to Jessica. But then...” Cheonsa didn’t finish her sentence and started to cry.
“What happened?” asks Gongchan.
He died in an accident.”
“Awh... too bad he couldn’t join our family.”
“Excuse me,” says Cheonsa as she stood up. She took Jessica from Gongchan’s arms and walked to her old bedroom. Gongchan sighed and walked to his bedroom too. He opened the door and saw Nadia slumped on the bed.


“Nadia?” he says, softly.
“What.”
“Come on, it’s not really a bad thing. Is it?”
“YES IT IS! She’s supposed to study and get her degree in medics and wait for US to pick a HUSBAND for HER. Not like this! NOT LIKE THIS! Ergh,” complains Nadia.
“Come on, Cheonsa’s home after 2 years not contacting us. Aren’t you happy to see your own daughter?”
“Of course I’m happy. But this isn’t right....” Nadia fell silent. She was already snoring asleep. Gongchan covered her with a blanket and sat on the bed.
“I’m sure everything’s going to be okay... soon.”
Cerita ni dah start weh! Be excited >o< Saya taktau bila saya boleh update episode 2, but akan cuba secepat yang mungkin! Dah siap tulis dah pun episode 2 tu :3
Bai Assalamualaikum :> 

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"Why did you grow up?" - Synopsis
Saturday, January 28, 2012

Assalamualaikum, peeps.

jangan curi. haramz. resources ; one two three four

Saya terasa bangga dengan poster yang saya buat kat atas tu T^T Dush dush. Btw poster atas tu saya re-make balik and this is the sequel to Don'tchu Ever Grow Up. Semua akan ditulis dekat Microsoft Word dulu k.

Synopsis ;
Nadia and Gongchan's kids, Cheonsa, Chin Ho and Ae Cha are all grown up and living somewhere else, leaving their parents all alone. One day on a stormy night, Cheonsa comes back to her mother's home after 2 years while cradling a baby. She admitted being pregnant for all this time and her fiance just died in an accident a week ago. Nadia was worried of her daughter's behavior and is trying her best to make everything well again. 

On the other hand, Sandeul and Madeline's relationship are becoming rocky after Sandeul's big album debut. Madeline found out she was pregnant and doesn't know how to tell Sandeul.
Saya belum fikir nak jadikan one shot or ber-episode. Biar saya tulis sampai habis dulu ok. Ceh saya memang suka buat kerja bertangguh ni T^T Give me 2 weeks or so. Ok babai peace out. Assalamualaikum.

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 23 (END!)
Wednesday, December 28, 2011



4 years later..

“Cheonsa! Chin Ho! Don’t run too fast!! You’ll get your clothes dirty!” shouts Nadia to her two 4-year-old twins while cradling Ae Cha, her 3 month old baby.

“Kids, come sit down, the bride is about to come now!” says Gongchan.

Cheonsa and Chin Ho quickly takes a sit beside their mother and looks eagerly at their uncle Sandeul, all fit with a suit, waiting down the aisle for his soon-to-be wife, Madeline.

“Appa, was your wedding like this?” asks Chin Ho to Gongchan. Gongchan smiled to his son and pats his head.

“A little bit. You should’ve seen your appa that day, so handsome!” says Gongchan proudly. Nadia laughs at him.

“Here comes the bride,” says the speaker. Madeline walks with her father on the aisle, approaching Sandeul. Sandeul, who was nervous, gained a scent of pride and happiness when he saw Madeline walking to him, smiling.

- - - - - -- - - 

2 months ago...

“Ah, Sandeul-oppa, where are you taking me?” asks Madeline who has blindfolds over her eyes. Sandeul holds her hands and escorts her to a beach not far from the B1A4 dorm. It was already 8pm and Madeline was curious of Sandeul asking her out at night.

“Tadaa!” says Sandeul as he opens Madeline’s blindfolds. Madeline saw a picnic set up on the beach, with candles, a turkey and plates and everything! Sandeul asks for Madeline to sit down.

“You made all of this?” says Madeline, looking excitedly at the set up. Sandeul nods and cuts a piece of turkey. He puts them in Madeline’s plate. They ate and chatted for almost an hour.

“Why all of the sudden?” asks Madeline, curious.

Sandeul sighed and said, “Well, Madeline... I believe this is our last date as boyfriend and girlfriend...”

“What?” Madeline was shocked. Sandeul stood up and lifts Madeline. He pulls her away from the picnic set up and kneeled. Madeline was puzzled.

“Because, Madeline, after this I want a date as husband and wife,” says Sandeul as he pulls out a box from his jacket. Madeline was shocked and almost screamed. Sandeul opened the box and there it was, a silver diamond ring that Madeline complimented at a jewellery store during her date with Sandeul a few days ago.

“Sandeul.. what is this?”

“Madeline Jia, would you do the honour of becoming my lawfully wedded wife?” Sandeul blushes.

Madeline jumped and said, “Yes!! Of course!”

Sandeul stood up and hugged her. Madeline was already in tears. He slipped on the ring. In matches perfectly.

“I don’t know what to say...” says Madeline, nervous at the same time. Sandeul kissed her cheeks and smiles.

- - - - - - -

“Do you, Madeline Jia, take Lee Jung Hwan as your lawfully wedded husband?” says the priest.

“I do,” Madeline replies, nervously.

“And do you, Lee Jung Hwan, take Madeline Jia as your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do,” says Sandeul.

“By the power vested in me, I know pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride,” the priest says and smiles to the newly wed. Sandeul lifts Madeline’s veil and kisses her lips. The crowd rises and claps.

“Woot wooooot!” shouts Jinyoung. Sandeul and Madeline laughs and bows.

- - - - - - - - - 

“Group photo, group photo!” shouts Baro as he sets his camera on a tripod and puts it on stopwatch. Everybody races for a spot beside the newly weds. But Gongchan and his family got there first. He smiled with pride.

The camera went ‘click’ and the photo of the historical day was taken.

“Madeline, Sandeul, I’m so happy for you! I hope you guys will stay together, forever!” says Nadia to Madeline and Sandeul. She hugs them both. So does Gongchan.

“I hope the best for you guys, too,” replies Madeline and Sandeul. They all made a group hug. Jinyoung and the others saw and joined them.

- - - - - - - - -

“The kids are asleep,” says Nadia as she sits beside Gongchan.

“Such a happy day, isn’t it?” Gongchan asks and puts his arm around Nadia. Nadia nods and places her head on Gongchan’s shoulders.

“What next? Children? Grandchildren? Haha, I can’t wait,” scoffs Nadia.

“When those days come, I’m sure I’ll always be by your side,” Gongchan says and pecks Nadia. Nadia laughs and punches him. “You goof. Haha.”

-THE END -

Ouh, this fanfic akhirnya dah habis! Terima kasih kepada mereka yang setia membaca fanfic ini sehingga penghujungnya. Terima kasih kepada mereka yang telah membetulkan kesalahan ejaan yang saya telah buat hehe :B Toche toche! *kesat hingus*

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 21
Monday, December 26, 2011

This is where the meaning of this fanfic's title comes in :)
Screw having a favorite. I love all of them ^.^

“Channie, are you okay?” asks Nadia to Gongchan. Gongchan just stares blankly at the ceiling. The doctor is checking his eyes and head. Suddenly Gongchan spoke.

“I remember everything. I remember how Hyuna ruined our life. How she ruined everything we planned.”

The doctor looked at Nadia and says that Gongchan’s memory has come back. Seeing Hyuna activated a nerve in his brain. Nadia just looked at Gongchan and smiled at him. Gongchan was still in a bad mood. The doctor left them and headed home. Nadia stood up and left the room, leaving Gongchan still speechless.

“Nadia... where are you going....?” asks Gongchan weakly. Nadia turned to look at him and continues her journey. In about 10 minutes later, she returned with Channie’s old guitar in her hand.

“I found this in the attic and tuned it up a bit,” Nadia says as she sits beside Gongchan. Nadia plays a tune.

“Channie, do you remember? You always sing me to sleep when I have nightmares.. This time, it’s my turn,” Nadia starts to sing a song called ‘Never Grow Up’ by Taylor Swift.


^click play.

Gongchan listens carefully to his wife. Nadia always refuses to sing whenever he asks to, but today she's doing it willingly.
" Your little hand's wrapped around my finger,
And it's so quiet in the world tonight,
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming,
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light.. "
Nadia increases the volume of her voice so that Gongchan could hear the chorus.
"Oh darling, don't you ever grow up,
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little,
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up,
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple,
I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart,
And no one will desert you,
Just try to never grow up, never grow up.. "
Nadia starts crying by the second chorus and finishes the song with all the breath she had. Gongchan wiped her tears with his hand and smiled at her.

"I wish I could turn back time and be small again. Having you with me and not having to worry about all these grown up stuff," Nadia whispers. 

"Hey, let's forget the past and strive for the future. I'm still me, and we'll always be together with our child," Gongchan replies and hugs Nadia.

- - - - - - - - 

A few months later....

"Ah, Sandeul oppa! Look!" says Madeline excitedly as she points to something outside the window. Sandeul comes nearer and looks outside. "Wow, he's so close to me," Madeline thought to herself.

"Wah, it's snowing! Winter already, eh?" Sandeul's face lit up as he saw frozen droplets falling from the sky. They admired the lovely view together with B1A4 and Nadia watching them from a distance. 

"Oh mamma mia! My flowers! Let's save them, Maddie!!" Sandeul says and puts a coat over Madeline. "Maddie?" Madeline asks herself and smiles. She likes that nickname and followed Sandeul outside. She walked outside and already saw Sandeul running to the garden.

"I don't want my flowers to die of hypothermia," worries Sandeul.

"Haha, you dork. They won't die, don't worry," Madeline teases. She helps Sandeul clean the snow from the flowers.

"Eh, look Madeline. This flower, it's the only one that's blooming," Sandeul points to a pink and red flower. "It's beautiful," Madeline says. 

"Just like you," Sandeul mutters under his breath.

"What?"

"Eh, nothing. He he,"

Sandeul notices that the snow is getting thicker and makes a snowball. He throws one at Madeline and ran. Madeline decided to get revenge and throw a snowball at him too. They played for half an hour until Sandeul fell to his knees. Madeline sees him panting and runs to him. Sandeul doesn't want to show Madeline his 'soft' side and lies down on the snow and moves his hands and legs.

"Look! An angel!" Sandeul stands up and looks at his 'masterpiece'. Madeline laughs at him.

"It looks... weird.. hahaha," 

"Well, you try make one! Haha!" Sandeul pulls Madeline down. They both made a snow angel together.

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"You know what, Madeline? You already seem like an angel, helping me out of my problems."

"I'm glad to hear that." Madeline smiles and giggled.

- - - - - - - - -

"Roads are going to be closed due to heavy snow. We're not sure if the electricity will be cut, but just make sure everybody's ready for the storm," says the news reporter.

"Nadia, didn't the doctor say this month will be your ninth?" asks Gongchan while rubbing Nadia's tummy. Nadia nods weakly. She's worried about the baby. 

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 20
Friday, December 23, 2011

p/s ; esok saya tak online. so tunggu lusa baru saya sambung lagi eh.

“Annyeong, Sandeul-oppa. You look stressed today,” says Madeline to Sandeul who was staring outside the window for almost an hour. Sandeul didn’t reply but kept on staring and staring. Madeline snapped her fingers in front of Sandeul’s face and then Sandeul realises and looked at her.

“Oh, I’m fine. Ehem,” Sandeul excuses himself to his bedroom.

Madeline looks at him with sad eyes. Nadia and Gongchan saw the scene and looked at eachother. Suddenly, “Ding dong!” goes the doorbell.

“I’ll get it,” says Nadia as she rushes to the door. Gongchan tailed Nadia because they were playing together and the game wasn’t done yet so he doesn’t want Nadia to cheat. Haha *kata-kata penulis. Nadia opens the door and it was Hyuna with a police officer.

“Oh, Hyuna! What are you doing here?” asks Nadia.

“I wanted to see Sandeul. Hihi. Gongchan? You’re already awake?” Hyuna said after she saw Gongchan behind Nadia. Gongchan took a long stare at Hyuna. Suddenly memories of the day he got stabbed came to him, so fast. His head starts to hurt and he almost fell. Nadia took hold of him and puts her hand on his head.

“Gongchan, are you okay?” Nadia puts Gongchan’s arm over her and excuses herself. She left Hyuna in the hands of Madeline and brought Gongchan upstairs. Madeline looks at Hyuna, annoyed, and calls out to Sandeul.

“Sandeul! Someone’s here to see you~” Madeline said. Sandeul went out from his bedroom and walked towards the door. He saw Hyuna, smiling, and sighed.

“What do you want, Hyuna?” he asks.

“Urm, Sandeul, can we have a little chat? Friend to friend?” Hyuna asks and takes hold of Sandeul’s hand. Sandeul let go of her grip and went outside with Hyuna following him from behind. Madeline closed the door and stood by the window, spying on Hyuna and Sandeul. Hyuna was talking Sandeul into something, and it looks like Sandeul is just nodding his head and smiling at Hyuna. Madeline could feel a tear drop on her cheek but she quickly wiped it off.

“Why should I care? I mean nothing to him,” Madeline to herself.

She continues to spy on them but was surprised to see Hyuna crying and Sandeul patting her back. Sandeul stood up and bows to Hyuna. He smiles and walks back to the dorm. Madeline quickly pretended to do the dishes when Sandeul came in.

“So, is everything okay?” Madeline asks.

Sandeul pulls a chair in front of Nadia and sighs. Madeline felt something weird has happened.

“You know, Sandeul-oppa, you can tell me your problems if you want to,” says Madeline with a concerned face. Sandeul looks at Madeline.

“Hyuna... she wants us to be back together again,” says Sandeul.

“So....?” Madeline wants to know more.

“I considered it and refused.”

“Ehhh? Wae?”

“I’ve waited for her for too long. And she even injured my best friend. I still love her after our breakup, but the feeling’s gone now. Hm... excuse me, I need to rest,” explains Sandeul. He puts back the chair he sat on and went into his bed. Madeline feels as if she has failed to make him happy.

“If only you know how I feel about you...”

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 18
Thursday, December 22, 2011

Nak habiskan fanfic ni cepat-cepat, tahun depan dah tak online dah :]

Everyone was at Gongchan’s bedside. They could see that Gongchan is moving his head and his hands, but his eyes aren’t opening. Madeline brought a bowl of water and wiped his face with a towel. Nadia held his hand. They waited and waited. Suddenly his eyes fluttered and opened. He stared at everybody in the room. Nadia smiled but Gongchan’s face was blank.

“(talking in Korean) Who are you..? Why am I here?”

Nadia’s smile faded. “Don’t you remember me? Gongchan?” asks Nadia.

“(talking in Korean) What is she saying? And who are you other people?”

Nadia felt her world collapse. She left the room, sobbing. Sandeul wanted to follow her but Jinyoung held Sandeul’s hand and said that it’s not a good time. Madeline called Gongchan’s doctor to come by their house immediately.


- - - - - - - -

“Gongchan is experiencing moderate amnesia. This isn’t permanent, but it may take a while for him to get his memory back. You all can help by showing him things from his past. He only remembers his name and how to speak in korean,” says Dr Lee who was the doctor who treated Gongchan. He packed all of his things and left B1A4’s dorm.

Madeline just sat down on a chair with her hands under her chin, thinking about what’s happening. Nadia locked herself in the attic. Sandeul tried to persuade her to come out, but she remain silent. Madeline starts to explain things one by one to Gongchan.

“(talking in Korean) Gongchan-oppa, I am Madeline, your manager and nurse. This is Jinyoung, Baro, Sandeul and CNU, your group mates. The woman who ran is Nadia, your wife.”

Gongchan starred at Madeline. He definitely doesn’t remember her. He blinked and looked at his stomache.

“(talking in Korean) Was I sick?” asks Gongchan as he looks at a healed fresh scar on his abdomen. Madeline nods and continues.

“(talking in Korean) You are also going to become a father... Do you understand, Gongchan?” Madeline says slowly. Gongchan looked at her, surprised with what Madeline said. He just nods and says that he wants to go to sleep and calm himself down. Madeline just follows his orders and went out with the rest of the gang.

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 17
Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Imagine Madeline like this hokay! x
- - - - - 

Madeline brought the boys to a mountain not far from their dorm. Nadia stayed at home because she doesn’t want to leave Gongchan alone.

“Today, we’re going on a hike! Whoever reaches the mountain the fastest, gets to sleep in tomorrow,” says Madeline. After hearing that, the boys became more energetic. They are really lazy when it comes to waking up early. Madeline says she will follow them from behind.

“On your mark, get set.. go!” says Madeline and blows a whistle. The boys aren’t allowed to run, so they walk really fast, as if they need to pee.

Madeline laughs at them at follows from behind.

After about 20 meters of walking, the boys are already tired. They’ve finished their water bottles and now they really need to pee. Madeline, who was walking slowly from behind, didn’t even break a sweat. She walks slowly past them. The boys make an ‘I-Need-To-Pee’ face at Madeline.

“Dig a hole, then,” says Madeline sarcastically. CNU’s mouth dropped. So does Jinyoung, Baro and Sandeul. Madeline sat on a boulder and pointed to the woods, meaning that she’s waiting for them to release their needs in the trees.

“You’re serious?” asks Baro. Madeline nods. Sandeul looks at the others. He stood up and continued walking. “I ain’t gonna release there. No way,” he says as he continues to walk. Madeline looked at him and then to the others. They already have their hands on their crotch.

“Looks like we have no choice,” says leader Jinyoung as he makes his way to the woods. CNU and Baro looked at eachother and sighed. They too make their way to the woods.

“Yah B1A4, that’s the spirit! Hwaiting!” says Madeline.

- - - - - -

“Kring... kringgg...” goes Madeline’s cellphone. She looks at the caller ID and it is Nadia. She answers the call.

“Madeline! Come home quick!” says Nadia.

“What is it, Nadia? Is everything alright?” asks Madeline quickly. As soon as Sandeul hears Nadia’s name, he zoomed beside Madeline.

“What’s wrong with Nadia? NADIA IS EVERYTHING OKAY??!!” Sandeul shouts at Madeline’s ear.

“I’m fine, it’s Gongchan! I think he’s waking up!!!” suddenly the phone went silent.

“Dammit, I can’t get any reception here. Come on, we have to go home quickly!” says Madeline to the boys. They all turned around and ran. Madeline ran behind them but she suddenly hit a rock and fell.

“Ow! Hey guys, a little help for the lady?”

Sandeul hears Madeline’s cry for help and races back for her. He puts Madeline on his back and carries her to their van.

“You big baby...” complains Sandeul. Madeline was silently liking the attention and smiled.

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 16
Monday, December 19, 2011

Eksaited nya depaaaaa. Forever comel.

Madeline manages to get Jinyoung, Baro and CNU to wake up and take a shower. Now it’s Sandeul’s turn. She charges up to his room and bursts in. Sandeul is still wrapped in his blanket, fast asleep.

Madeline holds Sandeul’s shoulder and shakes him. But Sandeul just slapped Madeline’s hand and turns around to continue his sleep.

“Oppa... wake up. You have to exercise this morning.” Madeline says and tickles Sandeul’s feet. Sandeul wakes up for a minute, then went back to sleep. Madeline, frustrated, took a big leap and pulled Sandeul’s feet until he falls on the floor.

“Ow!” says Sandeul while rubbing his eyes. Madeline throws a towel to him and walks out of his room. Sandeul sticks out his tongue to her.

“Control freak. Huh.”

- - - - - - -

Madeline lead the B1A4 exercise with Nadia sitting at the verandah. “Pregnant womans have to rest,” says Sandeul to Nadia earlier. After finishing the exercise, Sandeul quickly takes two bottles from Madeline and hands one to Nadia. Nadia smiles and accepts it. Madeline was watching them both from a distance. Nadia catches Madeline watching but Madeline quickly puts her attention to something else.

After washing up, the B1A4 members were allowed to do anything they want. They don’t practice any songs since Gongchan is still in a coma. Madeline takes a walk in B1A4’s flower garden. Nadia says that the boys planted the flowers themselves during spring time. Her attention draws to a flower in the middle of the garden.

It was a red and white rose bush. The flowers and blooming and looks beautiful. She looks at the vase and sees a sticker saying “Sandeul’s property.” Meaning it was off limits.

Suddenly, “You can have one if you want,” says a voice behind her. Madeline turns around and sees Sandeul standing behind her. “Oh, I was just looking.” Madeline quickly walks out of the garden but was stopped in her tracks. She turned around and saw Sandeul holding out a red rose to her.

“I grew this to give it to a special girl. But I haven’t found one and I don’t want to waste a flower. So here. Take it.”

Madeline takes the rose softly and smells it. She smiles and thanked Sandeul. She turns around and walks back to the house. Sandeul felt happy seeing Madeline smile and follows her to the house as well.

- - - - - - 

The boys visited Gongchan and said their prayers for him. They continued their day by playing a dance game where you have to dance according to the colors. They even have the dance mat to go with.

Nadia was being forced by Madeline to eat her salad. Madeline says it's for protein, but Nadia said she could drink Horlicks instead. Madeline gave her a long look and Nadia laughed at her. She gives up and eats her salad. It was actually quite tasty with a thousand islands sauce.

Nadia noticed how many times Madeline and Sandeul had eye contact.

“Madeline..” says Nadia.

“Yes?” she replies.


“Do you and Sandeul have.. you know.. feelings for eachother?” Nadia asks with a wide grin on her face. Madeline’s eyes grew bigger and she looks on the table, blushing. She shakes her head and takes Nadia’s bowl to the dishwasher.

“Shh. I don’t want him to hear you say that,” whispers Madeline to Nadia. Nadia’s smile grew wider until her cheeks burn.

“I knew it! Haha!” shouts Nadia. She realized she said that too loud and puts her hand on her mouth. Sandeul turns to them and asks what’s wrong. Nadia shakes her head and turns back to Madeline.

“He was having a bad time with his ex-girlfriend. I knew he needs someone new to take care of him,” whispers Nadia to Madeline. Madeline looks at Nadia with a clueless look on her face. Nadia hits Madeline’s head softly and pulls Madeline to Madeline’s room.

“You like Sandeul, don’tchu?” asks Nadia.

Madeline noticed what Nadia is going in to and shook her head.

“Come on, let’s gossip. I haven’t had a friend to talk to in ages.” Nadia says as she leaps onto Madeline’s bed while minding her big tummy.

“Bah, whether I like him or not, he doesn’t seem to feel the same way,” says Madeline gloomily.

“Why do you say that? You’re the perfect girl for him!” Nadia gets excited.

Madeline smiles and sighs. “Sandeul still has feelings for Hyuna. I bumped into him at Hyuna’s rehabilitation centre.”

Nadia smiled and pats Madeline’s back. “Chillax. Sandeul is a very caring guy. I bet deep down he has a spot for someone new.” Nadia stands up, made a thumbs up to Madeline and leaves Madeline’s room. Madeline sighs and sits on her bed. 

"Will I ever be loved?" she says as she pulls out a picture under her pillow and takes a long look at it.

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 14
Sunday, December 18, 2011


Four months have past and Nadia’s stomach has already grown. Her tummy is quite big for having to be pregnant for only four months. Unusual but Nadia just shook it off. She never left Gongchan’s side unless she needs to do her private business. Sandeul helps by providing food and clothes.

Nadia made the hospital as her own home. Her mother worries about her, but she said since she’s having a baby it’s best for her to prepare. Her ultrascan is next week and she can’t wait. But she’s also sad that she couldn’t savour the moment with her lovely Channie.

“Deulie, what do you think I should name my first baby?” asks Nadia to Sandeul while knitting a small sweater. She truly feels like a mother already.

“I don’t know. I have no experience in fatherhood. Haha,” laughs Sandeul as he puts fresh flowers in a vase beside Gongchan’s bed.

“I wish I could ask Channie..” says Nadia sadly. She continues her work. Sandeul looks sympathetically at Nadia.

“Nadia, your tummy looks very big. It’s like you’re already pregnant for 7 months!” says Sandeul as he looks at Nadia’s tummy. Nadia rubs it and nods. “I know right.” She scoffs.


- - - - - 

Nadia rests on an armchair and puts headphones on her stomach. She plays her MP3 on shuffle and let it play for her baby. Suddenly she hears a knock on the door. She turns around and sees Hyuna with cuffs and a police holding her shoulder.

“Hyuna? What are you doing here?” asks Nadia. She’s still mad with Hyuna for ruining her life. But she can’t change what has happened.

“Nadia...  I.. I want to apologize,” says Hyuna softly. She doesn’t dare to look at Nadia’s face because she feels guilty to Nadia. Nadia stands up and walks to Hyuna. She pats Hyuna’s back and says, “It’s okay. I accept your apology. I can’t change the past.” Hyuna starts to cry and puts her face on Nadia’s shoulders. The police tries to pull Hyuna back but Nadia nods to say it’s okay.

“I don’t think an apology from me is enough for you. Let me help in any way I can. Please,” begs Hyuna. Nadia nods and says she just wants Hyuna to change. Hyuna smiles and nods. The police says it’s time for Hyuna to go back to her rehab centre. They say their farewells and Hyuna leaves.

- - - - - - 

Sandeul drove to Hyuna’s rehabilitation centre. He enters and watches Hyuna from afar and is happy with Hyuna’s progress. He wants to take care of the person he cares about, even if it means sacrificing his dignity. Suddenly he is knocked down by one of the nurse there.

“Oh, I am very sorry. I’m in a... Oh my god, Sandeul oppa!” says the childish nurse with large spectacles. Sandeul stands up and brushes his butt. He helps the nurse on her feet.

“It’s okay,” says Sandeul.
“This is my first day here and I’m really stressed out. Well then, bye! Nice meeting you, oppa!” says the nurse as she runs off.

“What a funny little nurse. I did not
 even get her name.” Sandeul walks back to his car and drives back to his dorm.

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"Don'tchu ever grow up" - part 13
Thursday, December 15, 2011

Omeinyo Sandeul. Heheh.

Sandeul arrives at Seoul International Prison. He walks to the reception and accepts a visitor card. A police escorts him to a white room, with Hyuna sitting in the middle. He put his mouth to the speaker and spoke.

"Hello, Hyuna. What did you get yourself into this time?" he says softly.
"Sandeul, help me..get me out of here.. I'm not crazy!!" pleaded Hyuna.
"Not this time, Hyuna. You have to learn your lesson. It's a good thing you didn't kill Gongchan. Good bye." Sandeul ends the conversation and walks out.
"Sandeul!! Come back here!!!!"

- - - - 

"Hello? Nadia? Are you here?" says Sandeul as he enters Gongchan's room at the hospital. He goes to Gongchan and holds his hand. "I hope you wake up, soon."

Then he hears the sound of someone vomiting in the bathroom, followed by a crash. Sandeul was surprised with the crash and runs into the bathroom. His heart drops when he sees Nadia passed out on the floor. 

"My gosh, nurse!!" Sandeul shouts.

The nurse took Nadia to the doctor who also treated Gongchan.

"Poor Nadia and Gongchan. Haih...." sighs Sandeul.

- - - -

"Sandeul? How's Nadia??" asks Mrs Ramlah who was sweating from running to the hospital. She has a worried look on her face.

"I don't know, auntie. The doctor's..." Sandeul didn't finish his sentence when the doctor went outside, with Nadia by his side. Mrs Ramlah embraced her daughter and asks the doctor what was Nadia's problem. The doctor just smiled and said..

"Congrats, your daughter is pregnant."

- - - -

"Hello, honey. I'm finally pregnant. I wish you're here now." Nadia says softly to Gongchan, who was in a deep coma. She holds Gongchan's hand and sat beside him. Sandeul volunteers to take her home but Nadia refused. She wants to be the first one Gongchan sees when he opens his eyes.

"Well then, how about I'll bring food for you every meal time. Is that okay?" asks Sandeul. Nadia just nods in agreement. 

Nadia puts her head on Gongchan's bed and goes to sleep while holding his hand.

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